it’s not goodbye, it’s i’ll see you later.
our stars are not aligning for the first time in 6 years. usually i would panic but as i have matured i have found that what’s real will creep back into my life right when it needs to.
i miss you, wife.
but we cant be together at this point in our journey. i dont hate you or dispise you. i’m nmot even that angry with you to be honest. i feel we just need some seperation for a while longer.
i have a lot of faith that our paths will not only cross again but that they will intertwine. at this point i feel we will be better suited for one another. i havent given up on us, it’s just at this current moment i have no extra energy to exert. i know you understand because you’re at the same place. i do not take it personally. we are both learning and falling to pieces and picking ourselves back up. we our finding out what our heart truly desire. what will really make us happy. i dont think of it as selfishness i think of it as long over due.
so this is never goodbye, but i’ll see you later. right now the only thing i can do is love you from a far and reassure you that you will always have a piece of this broken heart.
